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It's just a name... or maybe not.

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I heard your name once and I could never forget about it.
I heard your name twice and my world became colourful.

     I lived around your light for a while...

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The "third" time had no charm; I felt numb from the shock,
but it didn't end there...

    ...pain, anger and regrets, silly things that scarred my very soul...

The next time I paniced so much I couldn't breath.
And you where there, (you were always there, or at least I had you with me).

     I told you "goodbye" because I wanted to forget you, I wanted to move on.

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I couldn't bear your name anymore (so I stopped using it.)
I could never forget you, or so I thought.

    I did, eventually.

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And then came a day when your name brought only good (old) memories.

After a while, I saw you briefly but life was more serius and I was lost in thought.
I didn't really thought anything but "she looks alright, she probably is"

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    But the next time it was about the past; life brought you back to where all started.

And when I saw you... I couldn't stop trembling.
I feared you. I was afraid of myself too.

I couldn't bear the sight or the thought of you.

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    I was a fool for thinking I was alright.

I'm thinking about you again, but not as much.
Good things, bad things, the bad things...
   
    and/but life goes on.

I had thought once, it became just a name...

Well, it would never be just a name.

    Because it's your name.
Sequel to 

It's just a name...


because life is an adventure,
and you can never know if you know...
you have to live everyday to figure out
what's going on in your life.

Thank you for reading.
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